night of 5/1:
well it all started on friday night when i wanted someone to come to my track meet. preferably my mom or dad would have been nice. brent wasn't able to come, and i understand why he cant come, but my parents? they were "tired" & "busy." so i got my sister to come for 3 hours which made me feel better. she bought me the shirt from this years track meet and i was all happy. well, i get back to the school, no one is there to get me. not to mention it is also 10:30 at night. at first i was thinking, "okay, maybe she's running a little late or something." i keep calling the house to a total of 4 times...no answer. called her cell phone at least 3 times. then i completely forgot my purse was in my locker...i walk over to the school the fucking school was locked. i said, "fucking a!" i turn around and some of the girls are just staring at me and they go about to their waiting of rides. so then i sit on the curb just wondering what i'm going to do. everyone is gone and i call my dads "other" cell phone (the one he uses for family and most likely his whore). he doesn't answer. called his work phone and picks up.
"what do you need carlee?"
"i need a ride..."
"oh well why didn't you call my "other" phone?"
"dad, i did, you didn't answer..."
"are you sure? i have it right here in my pocket and it didn't ring..."
"yeah i'm sure, can you just pick me up from the school or not?"
"yeah yeah of course, what side?" (& the conversation ended with me telling him what side of the school i was on.)
morning/afternoon of 5/2:
i wake up around 5:30am remembering that my admission ticket for the SAT's was in my purse...which is in my locker, locked away in school. i fell back asleep until about 6:30am and got up and called my dad. i don't have a printer, & brents printer sucks...my last hope was the bus garage's printer. so my dad comes to get me and i'm trying to hurry up. my plan was to eat breakfast sometime this morning. finally i print my ticket, hurry back to my house, eat my breakfast, & brent picks me up to go to Vineland. SAT's were a dragged on 3 hours & 45 minutes. on my way home my plans with brent got scrambled but we worked them out. then me and my mom took a drive to look at houses in rich developments and make fun of how ugly they look (that is part of our "bonding"). it was fun until i saw one of the houses that a fellow classmate of mine lives in. i started to think about how it really sucks to live where i'm at right now, and how shitty my moms job is. it really depressed me that i cant have the nice things in life like a lot of people do.
night of 5/2:
this definitely helped me out. i went over to my boyfriend's house and he invited over like six of his friends to come hang out. what made it interesting was the fact that his parents weren't there in the beginning so we had freedom to do what we wanted, and that 3 of his friends were playing guitars singing to one of the guys playing. they were basically singing about how his girl is at college and he has major blue balls, haha. his friend louis stated the atmosphere of my boyfriend's house: "you know this is what it's going to be like in your apartment like 10 years from now, but you'll be making spaghetti instead of mac & cheese for us." so once his parents got home we helped out with groceries, i fed his baby brother, and we all went downstairs. it took us at least a half hour to figure out what movie to watch. we finally decided on Saw IV. it was gruesome, yet i couldn't look away. by the time that was over it was about quarter to 9 pm. everyone except brent and i went into brent's room. brent and i laid on the couch practically falling asleep. everyone left around 10:30 except me. i stayed and we watched some comedy central and ate popcorn & pop-tarts. i finally went home around 11pm. tonight made me more relaxed. i guess hanging out in this stupid trailer was getting to me. i'm glad i got to get out of it for awhile. BUT i have to get up tomorrow to go to work at 11:30am, woohoo. :p
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