[8-18-09] 3:30 PM.
I fell in love with your flaws in the very beginning. The way you had missing teeth, your braces, & how you aren't that amazing at grammar. I fell in love with your short hair, and your Linkin Park t-shirts. I know we've both changed since then, but I still see that boy.
I'm sorry for the way I turned out to be. I don't understand how the second time around i was such a picky little bitch. It's too late for this realization, but I see now that i shot you down when you really needed someone to pick you up. You chose me for 7 months for me to pick you up and i failed at that mission towards the end. I know you told me a million times too. I was blinded by the assumption that I had no worries; that I would have you forever no matter what. Well I was obviously wrong. Being away from you (& making several mistakes) has made me think about other things in the world besides my music, my decisions, my likes & dislikes. I can now see the world. You kept me in line, but really it needs to be the other way around now. It's my turn to take care of myself. I have to learn to do that on my own. It's difficult without you yelling at me or telling me though. Your high spirits kept mine going up along with yours. The strength that thrives from you inspires me. You are truly an amazing person inside & out. Every little detail you've told me about about your life will stick to my memory; unforgettable.
