My sophomore year was the worst year and the best year ever. It was the worst because of the fact that my love life was on a downhill. Now that I think about it, my friends became number one that year. I don't hang out with them that much because I always thought that getting out of my circle would give my life less drama. When I actually miss the drama, I know that sounds absolutely crazy, but it keeps your life in the surprise lane. Ha. I mean sure I jumped around ALOT from guy to guy trying to figure out what I was looking for, but all in all it was kinda fun. I'm not saying that I'm not happy with my love life now; I'm in complete love with Brent and I wouldn't change that part of my happiness. I'm just saying the experimenting was fun and/or funny. I found out a lot about myself sophomore year. For instance, what I wanted in relationships. Not just boyfriend, but friends too. I miss wandering aimlessly through my mind figuring out what will happen next. Yet now that were growing up we have to figure out our plans for the future and set it. I will definitely be searching for more excitement in the future. And you know what? High School is ending pretty quickly and I know for sure that I will look back at these times. I will look at them with happiness, depression, anger, bitterness, love, maybe even a little tear here and there. I got totally off topic but I think I've made my point with my train of thought. I will miss the past and make my future the best it can be.
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