And My Reasons Are...

I wonder if I'll ever get my summer work done...and if I don't I have sooo many good reasons on why it's not in my teacher's hand at that moment:

1.] One of my most recent ex boyfriends, whom I was still close to, commited suicide about 4 days after school ended. That was just THE greatest way to start off my summer. I attended his funeral about a week later. I was depressed and crying everyday until I finally got away.
2.] When I finally did get away, I went up north about 2 hours away, to the beach with my cousin, Mary. I spent about 5 days there. I had fun socializing with her friends getting my mind off of other things...
3.] Come home and a day later I go to camp in North Carolina for my church. I went there for a week in July. The greatest time ever, I didn't have time to even sit down for a second. They gave us a tight schedule which kept me busy. :]
4.] Get home and find out that one of my best friends hates me. She cursed me out, & we didn't talk for 2 weeks practically. The reason why she hates me is so stupid, but I guess I was the immature one for not wanting to solve it? I don't know anymore.
5.] It gets to the end of July, and I find out my Dad is divorcing my Mom. Just great. Don't they know I've already dealt with depression this summer? And now more stress comes on.
6.] I have most recently decided to live with my Mother. Now we're looking for somewhere else to live. I never knew that there were so many things you had to look for when buying a new house. It's unbelieveable.


You're probably wondering what I've been doing in all the inbetween time...I have been away from my house. I have been staying at my best friend's house for a couple nights then going somewhere else to stay. I have been at my cross country practice every other morning taking out my anger there. I got back in touch with someone who means so much to me, he doesn't even know, and we're talking to eachother about everything and anything. I'm just so glad i have someone out there who understands me. We can talk to eachother about mostly everything, which makes me so happy. The most I have gotten done with school work is a packet and I've read 3 chapters into the book I'm SUPPOSED to be reading. I have no idea how the hell these last couple days of my summer are going to go, but I'm hoping they go somewhat well.